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Monday
Jan112010

This Face

I'm doing something new...I have seen other people blogging about the website "I Heart Faces".  I have been curious, but never checked it out.  Today, I checked it out, and it looked like so much fun!  I love taking pictures, but have so much to learn.  Mostly, I experiment.  A great deal of my pictures are taken inside, so I use a flash.  I've been using our giant flash lately, to see if it's any better than just using the flash that comes on the camera, and it's been interesting.

Anyway, when Eliana got out of the bath tonight, she wrapped herself in her towel without help and looked at me beaming; she exclaimed,"I did it!"  I ran and grabbed the camera, because...this face!  How I love it.  And I thought of the "I Heart Faces" challenge that I had just read about.  This week's theme is "Best Face Photo".  Well, this is certainly one of them, for me.  It's the cheeks!  They get me every time.

There are so many faces out there!  And each one tells a story...go see for yourself! 

 

Saturday
Dec192009

I've Said It Before...I Can't Help It

I can't help it that she looks so cute when she's walking down the sidewalk in a hat with stegasaurus lumps on top...

Or that the blue in her hat and coat bring out her eyes in an amazing way...

Or that she has the sweetest cheeks...

Or that her nose is so adorable...

Or that she just stops and looks so precious that I have to capture the moment, the expression.  EVERY. SINGLE.  TIME.

She's getting so big, I can't believe it, and I want to remember each thing that she does...

from going down the slide all by herself to swinging on the big swings..."faster, faaasterrr!!"

 

I tried to get these two...

but they were pretty busy, and mostly running in the field afar off...

They are almost nine and seven.  She's headed that way.  It's fast, and everyone told me it would be so...just one of those true things.  Some days you wish it were faster!  But some days you want it to slow down. 

Today was a good day.

Thursday
Dec172009

Check-up

Well, we spent the morning in an unexpected way...I took Eliana in to the pediatrician because she has had a stubborn cough and runny/stuffy nose that won't go away.  It's been on and off ever since the beginning of the school year, which I figured would happen because she was going to be exposed to a lot of new germs in her co-op.  She had never been in anything like that before. 

I was not anticipating months of stuffy noses, and hacking coughs, and sleepless nights.

Wait, the sleepless nights were already plaguing us...that's a whole separate story, I suppose.

This week she has had a fever that was as high as 103, and then as low as, well, as her regular temperature, which isn't a fever, so whatever.  It was up and down.  This morning it was back up, to 101.7, and she seemed even more stuffed up than ever.  I had talked with my sister-in-law over the last couple of days about Eliana, and she encouraged me to take her in; there was no point in her suffering on and on when they might be able to see or hear exactly what was wrong and do something to help her feel better, and get better.

So, I called this morning, and they had an opening at 10 a.m.; in we went.  Our nurse came in and got some info, and did a swab on her nose and in the back of her mouth (poor baby, I thought she was going to throw up right there...they really put that giant Q-tip way back there!), but those tests came back negative.  No strep and no flu.  That was good news.

Then the pediatrician came in; it was not our regular doctor.  She examined Eliana quite thoroughly, however, and asked a lot of questions about her, and her snottiness, and coughing, and breathing over the last few months.  Unfortunately, I haven't been paying super careful attention to how she breathes, because I just figured she had a little cold.  She remains perky, and her appetite is normal (whatever that means!), and she plays just like always.  Over Thanksgiving, I was a little worried about her cough, but as far as I can remember, it sorted itself out, and now here we are. 

I wish I had a better memory when it comes to things like this...she asked me about how long Eliana had been coughing, and her runny nose, and I just can't remember.  It seems like it's been going on forever, but not continually.  I know, that doesn't make any sense.  I did take her in at some point (before or after Thanksgiving?) and Dr. Abel (our normal ped.) said that she just had the crud, a cold or something that had her stopped up, and the drainage was causing the cough.  Her ears and her lungs sounded perfect.

That's totally what I expected to hear when I went in today.  It's what they always say,"What you hear sounds really bad, but it's just all that drainage rattling around in the back of the throat."  Instead, the other doctor, Dr. Peterman, listened, and moved to a different spot and listened, and moved to the back and listened, and then to the chest again, and then the side, and then the back...you get the point.  I kept waiting for her to say,"All clear!"  But she just kept listening!  Oh, and she kept running her finger down Eliana's tummy.

Finally she sat back and told me that there were some things she wanted to keep a close eye on.  She noticed that Eliana was using her tummy in order to breathe; of course I couldn't tell her if that was normal...I don't usually watch Eliana breathe!  She said it might indicate that her lungs were not in full working order (i.e. they had fluid in them) and so she had to rely on other muscle groups in order to breathe.  I asked if it were possible that it was just her congestion, that her nose was so stuffed up that she had to breathe out of her mouth, which might cause the tummy invovlement.  She said that was possible.  She pointed out that Eliana had some tiny red bumps on her tummy, even down into the top of her diaper area...this was just so that we knew they were there already and not a reaction to medicine, if that were prescribed.

She went on to recommend a chest x-ray, as well as a breathing test and an oxygen test.  Her breathing rate was high, but that could be because she had a fever.  I took her over to the imaging center and fortunately didn't have to wait for very long.  The technician was very nice which helped, since Eliana had fallen asleep on the way there, and as I wheeled her stroller into the room she woke up.  I was beginning to take her cozy jammies off and she immediately began protesting.  I would too!  She cried through the whole thing, but she was still and they got the images that they needed.  She did get to sit on my lap, so it's not like she was all by herself, just woken up, on the big, cold table with a giant machine over or beside her. 

When we left I asked if she wanted Chick-Fil-A and she perked right up,"Yeah!  Chict-a-way!"  And she ate a couple of nuggets, drank her milk, had a few fries, and now seems just fine. 

I called the pediatrician's office to tell them about a breathing count I did here at home (doctor's orders) and the nurse told me that the x-ray results showed a case of bronchitis, so no pneumonia.  I'm so relieved that it wasn't!  She told me to watch her carefully and call if things got bad, if she seemed like she was having real trouble breathing.  I'm also going in in the morning for a follow-up with our regular doctor. 

It's interesting to me to think about, since I was going to take her in yesterday, but didn't.  I took her in today, when her doctor wasn't there, so she was seen by the much more precautious pediatrician.  Maybe Someone timed the visit so that Eliana would see the doctor she was supposed to see.  I don't doubt that if our doctor had heard anything suspicious he would have taken action as well, but he is much more laid back than this other doc.  I'm grateful for the other doctor's thoroughness, and extra care and concern she exhibited.  It may be that her precaution will keep Eliana from getting to a worse condition. 

She looks pretty rough, doesn't she?

So today and tonight I will keep a close eye on her, and pray that things are okay.  I have been praying that the Lord will help her little body to fight whatever is in there.  I pray that He helps her to heal.  It's hard to see your children sick; Christian has some nose/throat crud right now, too, but no fever.  I pray that they will be able to fight it, and kick it, and be healthier for it in the end.  I don't usually ask people for prayer...I have issues.  But, it seems wise to let others in on our lives, when these things come up.  Lifting one another up before the Great Healer is an honor, and a help that we can give to one another.  I'll pray for health for all those that I know, and would you please pray that Eliana would be all right?  And that the rest of us would be healthy as well.  I have a pretty nasty head thing going on, and so does Mike (he lost his voice earlier this week).  Christian is fighting something.  Michaela has been blowing her nose since yesterday, but so far she's the healthiest one of us all.  She might be cooking dinner the next couple of days!

Thanks for listening...it's a big and small world, no?

Monday
Nov022009

Kick a Girl When She's Already Down, Why Don't Ya?

I have been looking back through all of our pictures tonight, checking out face pics...PW has a fun contest or challenge going on over at Shutterfly, and I was entertaining the notion of setting up a photo book to enter.  Anyway, I came across these photos, and was astounded at how much difference a year makes.  (This is so silly, considering I have seen this happen as my two older kids age...but it still shocks me every time!  Especially between age 1 and age 2.)

What really struck me, like a slap across the face, is that these pictures were taken almost exactly a year ago, at the same park I was at today.  The date on the older pics is November 3, 2008. 

Those cheeks haven't changed much, but look at her hair!  Can you believe it?!

I know!  Neither can I!

Where did this baby go?!  And when?!  Because now I'm taking a big girl to the park...

A big girl with cheeks that look like they're storing up for winter...they're made for kissing!

She has big ideas and opinions...like,"Don't take my picture, Mommy."  (She really did just say that here.)

Sliding all by herself, climbing ladders, speaking in complete sentences...how did this happen?!

I just don't know!

But time, it keeps on passing.  And since I can't fight it, I'm going to enjoy it!

Sunday
Sep132009

Good Intentions

I had every intention of getting some good cleaning done tonight.  The back area of our kitchen has never recovered from the move...there is a perfectly good countertop back there piled high with all manner of random junk:  a brown grocery bag of light bulbs, washing machine hoses, a bag of those safety covers for long blind cords, felt stickies for the bottom of furniture legs, a level.  The list could go on, but I think the point is made.  Most of it was in our laundry room in the other house, and it just needs to find a good spot to live here in this house.  We also have a laundry sorter that keeps laundry separated into three piles.  It sat in the middle of the floor back there, taking up so much space.  And it never accomplished its purpose of sorting; our laundry just got dumped in helter-skelter with nary a thought to lights, darks, whites, towels, rags, or however we might have come up with a system to organize our dirty laundry.

Do you know when we were first married I drove our laundry to Mike's campus where there was a big laundry room and just did it all at once every so often?  I would do 8-10 loads at a time.  And I folded all of our dirty laundry in the baskets so that it would all fit nicely.  I had a lot of time on my hands back then.  I cannot even get our clean laundry folded and put away, much less fold up our dirty stuff.

Anyway, I was trying to get that sorter out of the kitchen and had just started cleaning the floor, on my hands and knees with a soapy rag, when Eliana started crying.  It was a little after 9:00 p.m.!  This was way too early!  I pretty much told her to get out of her bed on her own (which she can now do...help me, please!) and she followed me around while I finished wiping the floor.  I got her settled again, and tried to start in on the kitchen once more, but soon heard her little feet patting my way.  She was crying.  I asked her if she was okay, washed my hands up, and changed my clothes so that I felt cleaner.  I finally picked her up and she seemed fine at this point.  She looked at my face intently and said,"Hi, mom.  Kiss?"

How can I stay upset when I am faced with that?  Will you please tell me? 

I can make whatever plan I want to make, and I can get so irritated that it doesn't go the way I was hoping that it would, but if what I'm supposed to do is hold my baby girl (yes, yes, I know she is technically not a baby anymore, thank you for informing me of that, accuracy police) and give her a little snuggle before she settles back down to sleep peacefully for a while, then I can do nothing except just that, and gladly, in the end.

I'm so sorry to have just made you read through one of the longest and twisty sentences in the history of the world (or my blog).

It also afforded me the time to sit and read in a book that I started a while ago, as well as in my B-I-B-L-E.  I sat with her while she went back to sleep, and had a moment to get quiet myself.  It had been a while.

So, here's to a sweet snuggle earlier than usual and a good read.  Perspective shifted, and to all a good night.